sims 4 · Uncategorized

Tamoxifen and a Vampire’s House

Tamoxifen

I hate this medication. Why? It has ruined my life. In July 2016, I started it and stopped it a couple of times because it made me severely depressed. Also, my oncologist did not give me any indication of my chances of getting cancer again if I didn’t take Tamoxifen. I re-started on 11/21/2016 because on that day my oncologist told me that I had a 50% chance of getting breast cancer again if I didn’t take it.  I have asked about different options but I was told that because of my age this was the only medication.

Side effects I have from Tamoxifen:

joint pain, general pain, increased insomnia, increased memory problems, confusion, unsteady, vertigo, lack of interest in things (including life), increased hot flashes, more intense hot flashes, red eyes (looks like I’m high all the time), malaise, poor appetite and increased neuropathy pain. I think I have more but my mind is foggy right now.

Medications I’m taking:

  • Effexor 37.5mg in the morning and 75mg at night – does not help with my side effects
  • Neurontin 600mg twice a day – still have neuropathy pain
  • Ambien 10mg at night – still have insomnia
  • Tamoxifen 20mg at night (horrible side effects)

So, I stopped taking Tamoxifen. I can’t handle the side effects. I’ve been off this medication for a week now and have actually had interest in playing video games. I built a modern house for my vampire. The inside has more of a Victorian/vampire flare. I have put it on the Sims 4 gallery. It took me several hours but I did it! Even though, my interest in playing Sims has returned, I still feel really bad and fatigued. Thanks for reading and thanks for all the support!

Front view. Her rose bushes have died and her landscaping is overgrown.

02-27-17_4-21-03 PM.png

View of upper deck. That big board is not a wall. It’s for painting murals.

02-27-17_4-21-24 PM.png

Top view of her house.

02-27-17_4-21-42 PM.png

Her kitchen.

02-27-17_4-22-22 PM.png

Her bedroom.

02-27-17_4-23-27 PM.png

Her bathroom. Right now, she’s taking a shower.

02-27-17_4-24-16 PM.png

If you would like to download, my id is: VampCatz.

Happy Simming!

 

 

 

Advertisements

5 thoughts on “Tamoxifen and a Vampire’s House

  1. There are so many cool details in this build! You did a beautiful job making the landscaping look real and run down, and I like the vines growing in around the toilet. The pool is really interesting- for a vampire, having that pool there could allow some of the rays of the sun to filter into the house more safely.

    That drug and all the side effects you’ve been living with sound horrible. I’m glad you’re starting to get some feeling of caring back and hopefully feeling a little respite from some of the pain and other symptoms.

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Thanks! It took me a couple of days to do this build. I have never built a house like this one. Usually, I start with a house that is already on the lot and remodel it.
      I’m starting to feel a better. I’m guessing that it will take a few weeks before Tamoxifen and the morning Effexor to leave my body.

      Liked by 1 person

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s